If you practice haphazardly and go through life with self-doubts, you will get results that are at best unsatisfactory.
This is the reflection of your own efforts and faith in them on the mirror of the cosmos. After all the universe and you are more alike than the mind can grasp. On the other hand, when we stand up with strong will, hope and courage we shape life in ways that are not always apparent to us but go into the world with limitless blessings.
We are more akin to the universe that we can realize, but with wisdom the vision becomes clear.
Peace and Love, Jim